How can I believe in Religion, or accept Science when I feel like a contradiction?

Honestly, Science at least explains. Still I'll question some things to be completely strange and unreal, but over time you have to say to yourself "It's just the way it is." Forcing yourself to not accept yourself isn't right. I don't judge people for their beliefs, I judge by their character. Stop thinking you're a mistake in human evolution, you're not. You're just a rare part of it, and it's something you should be proud of.